Lurk!
In the background (all) of my life
Has caused all sorts of strife
Eros? Ghost? Some kindly mixture
Of both?
At different times
Out of the shadows
He'd step.
Winsome smile
Burning eyes
Clothed in
Different names
Different games
Into my life
He crept.
Again. Again. Again.
A boy
A traveler
A firefighter
A rabble rouser
A muse
A producer
A yabba dabble-er
Heart Breaker
Mind Fucker
Yet!
Still,
My heart he always wins
or won
The moment he did
or done
He'll Be gone
Again. Again. Again.
So now I lay awake
Am I nuts?
To miss this putz?
Or is there something real true
Here...
At stake?
O when? O when? O when?
Again and again.
Again.
About
- cocobannan
- Canada
- As if you couldn't tell, cocobannan is a pseudonym. I'm not sure where I got the name from, but I have periodically used it when feeling slightly adventurous, but still shy. And that is how I would characterise my feelings in starting an online journal such as this. EEEK to be so exposed to so many people gets my stomach in knots. But then again, I have to give myself a shake and remember I ain't no movie star, who cares about my small, uninformed, incomplete, incoherant (at times) musings and rantings? Ahhh anonyminity! So, you may be wondering, if I'm such a nervous blob (with no HTML, flash, Atom, CSS, knowledge or know how.) What the 'Ell am I doing this for? I'm hoping to use this blog to help me organize my artwork and writing in addition to organizing my troubled thoughts. My art is a work in progress, as am I.
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